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Saturday, May 16, 2009 [1:26 AM]
Down and Under

Aah.. feel so down today.

Today Kenneth said that my 3D schoolwork isn't up to standard, and I should know it very well myself. (and threw in some scornful remarks at me, with which he hopes to inspire me by agitating my ego. Why does every elder around likes to do that to me?!)

But I totally agree.

I think this week's grade would be shitty as well. *sigh*

Let's turn the focus away from the grades.. hey, I am only able to churn out such shitty stuff when I'm already in 3rd year? I'm seriously fucked.

I haven't done enough self-exploration on maya myself, as also said by Kenneth. True, but I am so lost on where to start!

After thinking about this question.. I think I can go youtube and track those tutorials that Kenneth always throw at us, and just do accordingly.. after which.. maybe create my own lil video perhaps? =/

Truthfully speaking, I know how my time is spent and I'm kindda regretful over it.. Causing many stuffs to be undone.. and projects not being carried out.

Damn~ Play time should be over right now.

School, Karate, FYP, Guitar IG, Maya and Illustration practices, getting enough rest.. and most importantly, spending meaningful time with my baby.. all these needs a lot of time. I needa squeeze 'em all in.. not mention occasional extra stuffs that pop out to take some slots of my schedule

Holy mama.. I have some shitty time management skills.

I think it's time to cut off the nonsenses, and start getting a grip.

OSHAAAAA!